Wednesday, July 16, 2008 |
hello. i need to cry. i want to cry. im going to cry.but those tears just cannot flow. i dont know why.
tell my why i keep lying to myself of my own feelings?
why do i keep doing that? i just hate those lies.
because of them, im freaking suffering. i miss you.
i really do but i just cant tell you.i really do.
i hate myself. i hate myself.
i thought i could do it; forget you and move on.
but i dont know why i cant.
anyways, these two songs ar currently stuck in my head(since morning)
(ignore the foreign language at the starting)
(okay, the PCD vid is a bit obscene so, yeah. ignre it ^^)
is this like.. a clue to my mystery??
i dont know. haiss.. im just too confused to think. so, bye!